self harm – Tales of a Sad Sack

Return of the Sad Sack

Hello, people who are probably not there or reading this. Here I am! The Sad Sack! Back in the flesh!

It has been months since I’ve updated this blog. Months that have had their fair share of happiness and sadness. I’d like to type out that I am now so successful, so busy leading a full life that I haven’t written because LIFE. That isn’t the case.

However, it is also NOT not the case. Bear with me, I’m rusty on writing and I doubt that I will string together beautiful, haunting, sentences but hell – I’ll string some, anyway.

I Acknowledge an Incredibly Stupid Bad Habit.

So, I have never actually told anyone, except my fiancé (who has, sadly, witnessed it first hand), about this particularly terrible habit of mine. Wait, that isn’t true – I’ve laughed it off to my mom and sister before when confronted about it, claiming it to be long in the past.

I have many bad habits. I drink too much, I’m lazy, and self-indulgent. I’m quick to anger, yet also swallow back my true feelings to avoid conflict.

But this is my worst bad habit.

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